Life is larger than it looks!

Couldn’t have spent a better day! After a long break up story for a month now, where no one is right and no is wrong, what more could I have asked for? Days, weeks and now a month has passed by but there is nothing that seems to be right. Instead, if I see how it should be, it’s now finally the RIGHT thing happening. A day that was rejuvenating and brought more joy than ever in last one month.

My days went crying, pleading, howling, sulking, hoping for him to realise my worth, waiting for one telephone call or may be an email or an offline message but none really happened. I thought why it aint happening, now, I feel happy because it did not happen. Why sulk for someone who always thinks YOU ARE WRONG? I explained, proved myself at every point, understood beyond my own limits, ignored everything and everyone which was once most important for me. For whom? Someone I thought to be sensible, understanding, smart, loving, caring, different and at last but not the least, SOMEONE WHO MADE ME LOSE MY OWN SELF RESPECT.

I gave up much more than you can ever think, my love. We lose a lot but when someone loses their self respect, is the time one must open their eyes and know what they have been putting themselves into. I agree, life brings changes and lots of variations but getting to this level is really a challenge. Be in my shoes and you would know.

I was broken and thought of what not in past few days. My imagination ran weirder than ever. I wish I had done something productive in this time. An empty mind is devil’s workshop, so true in my case. I had real hard times and I have no one to blame it on. I may sound a li’l filmy here but it’s kinda true. It was my mistake to have faith on those fake tears, to trust those messages and conversations we had for hours, to believe YOU ARE THE ONE FOR ME.

I just saw “The Perfect Man” and  “The Pursuit of Happiness” and realised, one, there does exist a Perfect Man but for that you need to also wait for the Perfect Time, until then keep trying. Wow, it rhymed! Second, life is tougher than it seems and people around have bigger issues to deal with, petty issues like this do not even hold any importance. Every individual must learn to face the challenges and overcome them at every step. That’s LIFE.

I still do not know how many of you would agree with my viewpoint here but I certainly know that a lot of you would comprehend. Well friends, this aint my story but a thought and a phase most of us go through at some point in time.

A small message is what I want to spread across for all you people there that don’t be heartbroken, sad, depressed with small issues like this. Life goes on and has a lot more to deal with. If something like this bothers you, just kick his/her ass, bid adieu and move on. Life is larger than it looks. If it droppped your smile, know for sure, it will raise it too.