I stare and wonder why?

Did you really want me,

I wonder, staring at the stars one night?

I felt a void, not once, not twice,

you left me alone, waiting and confused!

I was comforted until you came,

and since then, 

I am outlying and forlorn..!!

I lay silent on the shore, 

wondering what's next in store?

It's all so colorless and just a struggle,

should I do this or should I do that?

Why should you leave me unanswered,

why should you take the decision for my life?

You ignited the fire, and it's spread all over,

all over my mind, and the soul, I possess!

I am now caged; thoughts hover, memories linger, 

and here I am, still wondering..

Did you really want me or was it just a game?

After so much said and done, I am not ready to step ahead,

for you to know, I still live in a hope,

wanting to sit beside, hold you tight and kiss you all night!!

The sparkling night, staring at us throughout,

followed by a bright, cosy morning is all I think about.

I reckon,

the days and the nights,

the smiles and the cry, 

unworthy somehow!!

Why'd you do this, you changed my life,

made me weak and gave reasons to whine?

I can forego everything, if you answer my questions,

they aren't new and just need me and you!!